I’m Okay, Gwenchana
Hello, its me again, I hope I can complete this 30 days writing challenge until the end of this month.
I’ve been feeling restless for the past few days because my dad is sick. He had to go to hospital for treatment and after the results came out I held back tears.
I can’t cry in front of my siblings. I know that I feel tired and scared but I have to look tougher than them.
Every single detail expression of my dad when he endured the pain, my throat felt like it had been stabbed and my chest felt like tight. I couldn’t cry at that moment.
I just did whatever I could to covered my face and speak randomly to divert crying.
I don’t think I can take this anymore. But I know that I am okay, everything I’ve been through will lead to good things.
Hai masalah! Biar saja kamu merasa besar! Tapi aku punya Allah Yang Mahabesar!
SNA
Bandung, 8 Januari 2024
